It's another night and I can't sleep... I laid in bed for 1/2 hour and just couldn't sleep... So I thought hmmm go downstairs and watch tv... nothing on... so I thought hell why not write a post... So that is what I am doing... while doing a few other things... Most of it is thinking.... thinking about the past...

It is hard to beleive that Robbie is going to be 4 soon... These past 4 years have flown... It amazes me that just 4 years ago he was this tiny little person who needed me every day... Then he started to grow... and grow he did... Troy and I were watching a tape that troy put together from last year when Robbie was 2 and it was just after a trip to the zoo... Troy was asking Robbie about the animals and he was jsut making the animal noises... Now only a year after he not only makes the animal noises but he talks... He talks about what he saw... or what he sees... I love it when he talks to us because he gets so excited that he repeats himself and then he forgets what he is talking about so he is like "well yeah"... He is an amazing child...

Ahh but anyways... so pretty soon it will be our 4th anniversary of being married... 4 years... been together 6... wow... Even though we have our moments at times I do love Troy with all my heart... I beleive he has made me a better person to some certain extent... He is a good guy no matter what anyone says...

well it is late and the main purpose of this post tonight was to get me tired enough so that I could fall asleep...

Later days

Rose