We got some disappointing news the other day here at work. They are shutting down our department. I am sad to leave but I know there is something bigger and better out there for me. I have a few interviews set up for today so I am not too worried. Life is good. Well have things to do so

Later days

Been awhile since I last posted so I thought I would really quick do this... Last night I decided to be a bigger person and call my sister who I haven't spoken to in about a year... Big mistake... This is the context of our coversation...

Called her at work:
Good evening Toledo Hospital this is Mary...

Hi mary this is your sister Rose I know your at work and can't talk but I needed to get this off my chest and say that I am sorry for whatever I did to hurt you...

Mary: Look I am at work I can't talk

ME: I Know but I just wanted to say that I am sorry and please call me tomorrow night.

Mary: Whatever good bye...

Hang up on my ear again...

Will she call??? I have no idea... Have a feeling she won't but I needed to get it off my chest because I do love her with all my heart and sometimes you need your big sister and I needed her....

Oh well at least I was the bigger person and said I was sorry... I have a feeling she won't do the same.... At least I tried

Later days

P.S. troy don't get mad at me for doing this I needed to do this for my own sanity... but I love you very much....

I got an e-mail from my little bro the yesterday. He just got out of the military and has been in Japan for the past 4 years. I shall post his e-mail later this evening... Mind you also he is the only sibling of mine who returned my e-mail about my diabetes. THE ONLY ONE!!! funny thing is too I e-mailed my friends about it and they responded within 1-2 days all of them... Now tell me wouldn't you think that my own relatives would respond to that news... hmmm sometimes I wonder about them...

Not much else going on today... Work is slow but going all right.. I have developed a wonderful rash again earlier this week... It is going away thankfully but it is on my face around cheeks and chin area... It kinda hurts every once in awhile... and my lips are kinda chapped also...

I also feel kinda crappy today... My head hurts and my body is saying to me you need some rest... I went to bed at 9:30 damn it all... and woke up around 6:15... I shouldn't be tired....

Later days....