1. What is your favorite word? J*ck*ss or C*cksucker
2. What is your least favorite word? anything involving whiny
3. What turns you on? Honesty
4. What turns you off? liars
5. What is your favorite curse word? F*uck or Sh*t
6. What sound do you love? Laughter
7. What sound do you hate? Mexican polka
8. What profession other than your own would you like to attempt? Private EYE
9. What profession would you not like to participate in? Garbage collector
10. If Heaven exists, what would you like to hear God say when you arrive at the Pearly Gates? Hello there glad to see you finally made it!! Your mom and brother are waiting for you....

Thanks Kodijack for this... I needed a break from work!!

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It's Friday...

I like Fridays

Halloween only 3 more days!!!

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My little brother just called me and told me something that I really didn't want to hear... especially from him... I was afraid of this...

Danny is in the Marine Corp... He is presently a MP...The other day they were asking for volunteers to go over to Iraq... Two of his buddies are going and they both told him he should go too... he is thinking about going... He is on leave for the next two weeks and he is going to take that time to decide if he really wants to go... This is what he told me would decide if he was going to go or not... His ex-girlfriend... Lyndsay and Danny have been together for about 3 years... Lyndsay decided (she is still in high schoo) that this past summer she wanted to break things off with Danny just so she could do her own thing her senior year... I know for a fact that Lyndsay really doesn't want to get back together with Danny at this time... She wants to date other people... She wants to have fun this year before she is out in the real world... I agree with her... but then that means that Danny is going to go to Iraq...

Something I was afraid of... I don't know if you would call it physic but once he told me what was going to decide for him...I had that deep feeling in my stomach that this was going to be one of the last times I was ever going to talk to him... or see him for that matter...

I don't talk about this too much but I thought I share...

I have had that feeling before at least 3 different times... once with a guy in high school, a friend and my mom....

DW and I had a class together but I barely ever spoke to him until that day I dropped my books on the floor and he bent down and helped me... I looked him in the eye said thank you and he walked away... I remember having that feeling that I was never going to see that kid again... I was right... He killed himself that night...

Spencer was a friend of a friend... I had spoken to him once in awhile at parties so I wouldn't exactly say that we were the best of friends... but anyways... It was my friend Kelly's Christmas Party... Spencer and I actually had a great conversation... found out some intersting things that we had in common... but it was starting to get late and Troy and I knew it was time to go get the young one and go home... I remember giving Spencer a hug and I had that same feeling that I was never going to see Spencer ever again... a month later Spencer was killed in a car accident...

My mom and I have always had a special relationship... We were close... We both shared a passion for so many different things... The day we left Toledo to move out to Colorado I spent the entire day with her... When I gave her a hug good bye before we left... I looked her in the eyes and I think she saw it too... She held me a little bit longer and told me to be safe, that she loved me and that she would miss me... I looked her in the eye one more time and she just nodded to me like to say it was all going to be okey... She died 3 months later...

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It's Thursday....

Just wanted to let you all know that!!!

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Because I have seen tons of people doing this well not tons but a few I thought hell why not.... so I am...

100 things about ME!!

1. Born and raised in Toledo, OH
2. I am polish and german with a itty bit of french
3. Sister to 11 brothers and 4 sisters
4. Aunt to 5 nephews 18 neices. (that are born)
5. I will be a aunt to 1 nephew born in December
6. I will be a aunt to undetermined in January
7. I have a son named Robbie
8. He is 4
9. I have been married for 4 years
10. I went through 13 years of Catholic School
11. I hated grade school
12. but loved high school.
13. I have 2 best friends
14. Known them since high school
15. One is Kelly and the other is Kevin
16. Kevin and I talk all day via Messenger
17. My husbands name is Troy
18. He is very special to me.
19. We were "special" friends for about 6 months
20. We got married in 2001 15 days before Robbie was born
21. Robbie was a bit of a shock
22. I was 7 months pregnant when I found out
23. and no I didn't feel him kick or anything
24. Moved to Colorado May of 2003
25. Moved because of my husbands job.
26. I love living in Colorado
27. My mom died in August 2003
28. I took my first flight ever to go back home then
29. I was only a little scared
30. My dad remarried in March 2005
31. He married my mom's sister
32. My only aunt is now my step mom
33. She moved to Toledo from PA in May of 2005
34. Only 2 of my brothers are still unsure about this
35. I am 100% cool with this
36. I am happy that they are happy
37. I work in the HOA business
38. I hate it
39. but then again I do love it
40. I have diabetes
41. Found out 6 months ago
42. Am dealing with it just fine
43. I was accepeted to the Pittsburg School of Arts in 1996
44. I did not go
45. I wish I would have
46. My ex boyfriend convinced me not to
47. I only take aleve for headaches
48. Nothing else works
49. I have a dog named Murphy
50. I have a cat named Bernie
51. I drive a 1995 plymouth neon
52. I also drive a 2000 Dodge caravan
53. my favorite movie of all time is: Dirty Dancing
54. My favorite author is: John Grisham
55. I love scary movies
56. I used to fight with my older brother about the hallway light he wanted it off
but I wanted it on.
57. My mom always gave me my way
58. I shared a bedroom with my younger sister for 8 years.
59. She is 10 years younger than me
60. I graduated from high school in 1996
61. My younger sister will graduate 10 years exactly after I did
62. I got my license when I was 20.
63. I bought a brand new car only to crash it into a pole 5 days later
64. My friends made up a song about it.
65. I can be very sarcastic
66. I finally broke down a few months ago and signed up for a family cell phone plan
67. I now beleive that I can not live without my cell phone
68. My favorite food is: Italian
69. My favorite restaruant is: Olive Garden
70. sometimes I feel that someone is watching me
71. My older sister has not spoken to me in over a year.
72. she only calls me if she wants to yell at me and tell me I am a horrible sister
73. I don't even remember what I did to make her feel that way
74. I personally don't give a gosh darn
75. I would love to go up in hot air balloon
76. But I am afraid of heights
77. I used to have 3 cousins but they are now my step brothers and step sister
78. I counted them as my bro and sis from up above
79. 2 of them have 2 kids and 1 has 3 kids
80. I used to play the clainet
81. I was a band geek
82. I was proud of it
83. I am a Lifetime Member of the Girl Scouts
84. I used to work at a girl scout camp during the summer
85. I still keep in contact with 1 of those campers
86. I still keep in contact with many of the counselors that also worked there
87. My dream job used to be to own or be the camp director of that camp.
88. My other dream job used to be: owning my own horse farm
89. I bite my nails
90. I have dyed my hair once it is red... my little sister convinced me to do it
91. I think that color rocks on me
92. I don't wear makeup
93. My hair has never been touched with a curling iron
94. I don't use styling products
95. I still own a pair of my grandmothers PJ's that even though I can't wear them
I can't let them go
96. I smile and nod alot
97. I love rum and coke
98. but I can't drink them anymore due to diabetes
99. I can't do a handstand or a cartwheel
AND THE LAST ONE FINALLY
100. I love my husband and son very very much!!! They rock!!

Been some time since I have last posted...

Robbie is better... He was actually better the next day... He slept all night long and is doing great!!

I am tired but isn't that a normal thing to be???

Troy is off in Whichita, KS for the week... He actually left on Friday stayed the weekend with his mom and step dad and will be back with them on Thursday evening and then home on Saturday...

Work sucks so tomorrow I have a job interview somewhere else which is not related to HOA...

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I am in the middle of doing a huge mailing for one of my associations... My cell rings babysitter it is 3:00...

Me: where are you going now
C: umm no where but Robbie is throwing up..
Me: WHAT
C: he is throwing up all over the kitchen floor
Me: AHHH SHIT... okey no problem
C: do you want me to call Troy
Me: no it's cool... I will be there in a bit

hang up phone look at pile of notices that HAVE TO GO OUT TODAY!!!! Look at D...

Me: robbie is throwing up everywhere I gotta go
D: great..... no big
T: what needs to be mailed...
Me: all of this today... needs to be dropped off today at the post office.
T: okey leave
D: can I call on you if I have a problem tonight...
Me: sure no prob... I will just be cleaning up puke all night... go for it

I run out the door... Get my poor sick little man... get him home and he sleeps on the couch... now he is awake and can't sleep because his tummy tum hurts to much...

I am in for a long night...

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Okey had to write about this.... I mean come on this happened in my own home town...

http://www.toledoblade.com/apps/pbcs.dll/article?AID=/20051016/NEWS16/51016003

http://www.toledoblade.com/apps/pbcs.dll/article?AID=/20051017/NEWS16/51017001

if you want video
http://www.cnn.com/2005/US/10/15/nazi.march/

again sorry about the copy and paste... could someone please tell me how to add links to my freaking page????

All I have to say is that I am so damn glad I live 1200 miles away from that place. I didn't grow up in that area I actually grew up in West Toledo... but still... I can understand about the blacks being upset that the Neo Nazis were there but come on to start a riot...

stupid people

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It's Friday... Payday... NICE

Had to get out of the office today... So I took a trip up to the office to pick up T-bob's check... I really love driving up there... The office is nestled up in the foothills of the Rockies... I drive up a nice winding road... and I let myself just go... It was a nice drive...

Came back to the office and I got to tow some vehicles off of some properties... NICE..

These are the days I love my job

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Bored at work so I thought I would do something fun...

1. Legal First name? Rose
2. Were you named after anyone? Not that I am aware of
3. Do you wish on stars? Only on falling ones
4. When did you last cry? A good cry about 2 years ago
5. What is your favorite lunch meat? turkey
6. What is your birth date? September 28
7. Whats your most embarrassing CD? Maybe the one by LFO (a boy band from a few years ago)
8. Would you be friends with you? Only on my good days
9. Do you use sarcasm a lot? Of course not
10. What are your nicknames? Skiser, Axl, Zeus (From high school) Troy calls me Doll
11. Would you bungee jump? I would love to… but I am scared of heights
12. Do you untie your shoes when you take them off? What are shoes??? I wear sandals
13. Do you think that you are strong? YES
14. What is your favorite ice cream flavor? Strawberry
15. Shoe Size? 10 (I have big feet)
16. Red or pink? Red.
17. What is your least favorite thing about yourself? I can be a bitch at times
18. Who do you miss most? My mom
19. What color pants and shoes are you wearing? Blue jeans and dark green sandals
20. What are you listening to right now? KBCO studio C 2 radio station on line
21. What did you eat for breakfast? COLD PIZZA… forgot to pack my breakfast
22. If you were a crayon, what color would you be? Sky blue
23. What is the weather like right now? Sunny and a bit chilly
24. Last person you talked to on the phone? Troy
25. The first things you notice about the opposite sex? Eyes (you can tell a lot from a persons eyes
26. Do you like the person who sent this to you? I actually took this from someone else.
27. Favorite Drink? Water or Diet Coke w/cherry
28. Hair Color? Original: blond… Dyed: red
29. Do you wear contacts? No thank you… sticking something in my eye is not on my agenda…
30. Favorite Food? Mexican
31. Last Movie You Watched? Never been Kissed
32. Favorite Day Of The Year? Christmas or Halloween
33. Scary Movies Or Happy Endings? Either or… depending on my mood
34. Summer Or Winter? Since living in Colorado both are nice
35. Hugs OR Kisses? Both are great…
36. What Is Your Favorite Dessert? Ice cream
37. Living Arrangements? A house in Colorado with my husband and son and cat and dog
38. What books Are You Reading? Astral Projection for Beginners (something I am interested in)
39. What's On Your Mouse Pad? None at home here at work DELL
40. What Did You Watch Last night on TV? America’s Next Top Model and then I flipped between MTV and Veronica Mars…
41. Favorite Smells? The outside after a good rain
42. Favorite junk food? Doritos
43. Rolling Stones or Beatles? I don’t know… prolly Beatles
44. What's the farthest you've been from home? Hmmm… prolly here in Colorado…. Yup just checked Colorado…


So whoever wants to do this go for it... Kinda fun to do... Let me know if you have done this on your blog and I will check it out...

So Troy forgot his IPOD at home on Sunday... I came home from dropping him off at the airport looked on top of the TV and saw it there... Called him on his cell and let him know... He was a bit miffed but he asked if I would take it up to the office give it to Jeff (who is going to be flying out there today)... plus a few other things... Well with the office being hit with a bunch of snow on Sunday and Monday I really didn't want to drive up there so he asked Eric (who is just to damn cute for his own good) to come down to our house last night and get it along with the monitor and a piece of paper... So Eric asks me as he is holding the IPOD "ya know this is the only reason why I came down here wasn't it"... I smiled and replied "yup that is it"...

Poor Eric lives in Jamestown only a few hills away from the office had to drive all the way down to Lafayette and drive all the way back to Jamestown...

Such a great guy but what a blond... I would have told Troy hell no..

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A friend from back home lost his dad last week... The funeral is tomorrow...

E-mailed Bryan and let him know that if he needed someone to vent to or just have a supporting eye just to e-mail me...

I know what he is going through right now... I went through it a few years ago with my mom... It sucks... I am glad that he has a very very supportive girlfriend on his side... I may not care for her to much but she is a good person to have around especially at a time like this... She is one of those people who have that knack to comfort...

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Still no snow out here just rain rain rain...

It did snow up where Troy works... Glad that he is in O-K-L-A-H-O-M-A (I love that musical)

Well I am off to go home...

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Ok, go to Google.

Type in "(your name) needs" Remember to use the quotes.

Look at the 5 websites that say you need something. (Use different websites)

What are the 5 things you need?

Here's mine:

1. Rose needs help. (well don't we all)

2. Rose needs a home. (yup I do)

3. Rose needs a name. (because mine sucks)

4. Rose needs to have an accent on the throughout. (huh??)

and

5. Rose needs to be watered and needs sun on a daily basis. (Or I get unhappy)

So I haven't seen any snow yet out here in my part of town... but I know that further down south of me they did...

Had to light the pilot light again on the furnace... It was pretty cold in the house this morning...

Gotta work

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Troy is off to Oklahoma for the week... Here I am again on my own.... Don't know the rest of the song...

Gonna be a cold night tonight... and all I have is a cat and a little boy to cuddle with... Robbie has this thing that when Troy is out of town he insist that he has to sleep with me in my bed because he doesn't want me to get lonely or get scared... 4 year olds... gotta love them...

But yes it is supposed to snow tonight... It is only about 39 degrees right now... I hate driving in the snow... It takes 2x longer to get to work and there are some scary people on these roads out here...

well I am tired so I am going to curl up with a good book and read to my son and then fall asleep and wake up to some snow...

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Wasn't up to par yesterday so I stayed home... Feeling much better today thank the lord...

Still coming up with a few ideas for a certain "present" I should be receiving from my good buddy MM... I am still working on it my friend I promise I will come up with something... Spock boy needs a new home!!!

well running away

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Warning ahead this post all about how stupid people are and why can't they understand a simple map and paper....

So at one of the associations that I help manage they are doing some asphalt repair and I was out there earlier today putting notices up and putting them on cars...

The notices basically said that "in these areas you won't be able to park" and attached to the sheet was highlighted areas that you couldn't park in!!

So I get back to the office only to have a voice mail asking me "so are the areas that you have highlighted where we have to park?"

Someone kill me now


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Sorry about that I didn't put the link that I got the previous post from

http://www.paulsadowski.com/birthday.asp

sorry about copy and past but I haven't figured out how to post a link....

Your date of conception was on or about 5 January 1978.

You were born on a Thursday
under the astrological sign Libra.
Your Life path number is 8.

The Julian calendar date of your birth is 2443779.5.
The golden number for 1978 is 3.
The epact number for 1978 is 21.
The year 1978 was not a leap year.

As of 10/3/2005 11:41:47 AM CDT
You are 27 years old.
You are 325 months old.
You are 1,410 weeks old.
You are 9,867 days old.
You are 236,819 hours old.
You are 14,209,181 minutes old.
You are 852,550,907 seconds old.



There are 360 days till your next birthday
on which your cake will have 28 candles on it.

Those 28 candles produce 28 BTU's,
or 7,056 calories of heat (that's only 7.0560 food Calories!) .
You can boil 3.20 US ounces of water with that many candles.


In 1978 there were approximately 3.1 million births in the US.
In 1978 the US population was approximately 203,302,031 people, 57.4 persons per square mile.
In 1978 in the US there were approximately 2,152,662 marriages (10.1%) and 1,036,000 divorces (4.9%)
In 1978 in the US there were approximately 1,921,000 deaths (9.5 per 1000)


Your birthstone is Sapphire
The Mystical properties of Sapphire

Though not meant to replace traditional medical treatment, Sapphire is used for clear thinking.
Some lists consider these stones to be your birthstone. (Birthstone lists come from Jewelers, Tibet, Ayurvedic Indian medicine, and other sources)

Agate, Moonstone, Lapis Lazuli

Your birth tree is

Hazelnut Tree, the Extraordinary
Charming, undemanding, very understanding, knows how to make an impression, active fighter for social cause, popular, moody and capricious lover, honest and tolerant partner, precise sense of judgement.



There are 83 days till Christmas 2005!

The moon's phase on the day you were
born was waning crescent.