It is the end of another year... 2004 was actually pretty good.. With the exception of a few things... Robbie turned 3 Troy turned 28 I turned 26.... I realized that I don't need my family as much as I thought I did with the exception of my dad, I will always need him in my life. I learned how to finally defend myself against my sister by finally telling her that she needed to grow up and move on with her life and stop acting like a bitch... Now we aren't talking but it was well worth it... I only wish that she would come to some sort of realization that she can't have her cake and eat it too... I love her but she needs to start thinking about her life a bit better....
I also realized that your younger siblings do grow up that can't stay small forever... Danny (the baby boy of the family) graduated from high school and is now training to be a MP in the marine corp, Tommy is married with 3 step daughters not too mention his son Jordon... He is still in the marines but will be getting out come July. David is somewhere in Iraq but can't seem to tell us where he is or when he is coming home he was supposed to get out in July also but who knows now...
and my baby sister... .Kathy.... she will be 17 next month (january 23) a junior in high school.. Graduating in May of 2006.... She came out to stay with me for a week this past July... It was great having her here... I realized that I really missed her though... Her and I have this very special relationship even though we are 10 years apart she is probaly one of my very dearest friends... She is driving now with her own car and has a job... I remember her when she was still in her crib and she would throw her toys at me to wake me in the morning... I only wish I was closer to home for her because even though she won't admit it she still needs her big sister around...
Another thing I started to realize a few months ago was that I was very unhappy with my job so I got a new one. I actually have a job that I am happy to go to every day. I don't wake up feeling like omg I have to go back... I feel relaxed up lifted care free... and life is good again...
so in just a few more hours 2005 will finally be here... I wish everyone a very VERY Safe and Happy New Year!!!!!
Later Days
I also realized that your younger siblings do grow up that can't stay small forever... Danny (the baby boy of the family) graduated from high school and is now training to be a MP in the marine corp, Tommy is married with 3 step daughters not too mention his son Jordon... He is still in the marines but will be getting out come July. David is somewhere in Iraq but can't seem to tell us where he is or when he is coming home he was supposed to get out in July also but who knows now...
and my baby sister... .Kathy.... she will be 17 next month (january 23) a junior in high school.. Graduating in May of 2006.... She came out to stay with me for a week this past July... It was great having her here... I realized that I really missed her though... Her and I have this very special relationship even though we are 10 years apart she is probaly one of my very dearest friends... She is driving now with her own car and has a job... I remember her when she was still in her crib and she would throw her toys at me to wake me in the morning... I only wish I was closer to home for her because even though she won't admit it she still needs her big sister around...
Another thing I started to realize a few months ago was that I was very unhappy with my job so I got a new one. I actually have a job that I am happy to go to every day. I don't wake up feeling like omg I have to go back... I feel relaxed up lifted care free... and life is good again...
so in just a few more hours 2005 will finally be here... I wish everyone a very VERY Safe and Happy New Year!!!!!
Later Days
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